I have painted so many women and I’m still not bored, i still have feelings, I’m still not pissed!
If something doesn’t come organically to me, i clearly fail in that! But when it’s about painting people! Never ever can i get bored!
I was looking at the mirror and thinking of all the images i have rejection and hated because of my double chin! And it has been the one thing i am suppper conscious about!
No one ever told me there is anything wrong with that, and even if anyone did i wouldn’t listen!
But to we all have those sudden selfies in our phone which we click just for ourselves and for the people who know what goofballs we are!
I painted her from the angle i would never want myself to-be photographed .. and after I finished the painting, i felt she looks like a queen! Like someone whom i am looking up to! Smiling at me! Flaunting herself and playing with the flower mischievously!!
She was smiling at me and i felt her telling me “you have no idea what you are missing out”
Indeed! All the fun moments with friends, the awkward pictures, the treasured memories.. all i was checking is how i am looking… and how i have missed out what time offered me!
I like this woman, i admire her.. i feel she is that cool aunt of mine who is smiling at me , and i am still a kid!
I aspire to be like her!
To live like her!
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